the moment i meet you =)

Today, i was totally busy + fatigue...

since yesterday reveled in computer game >> Mystery Case Files Prime Suspects with roomates from 11pm until 2.45am~~ 

Had expected for today since few days ago, coz can meet bi..^^

so even how tired am i, i still managed to wake up at 9 am and hasten for my part of our poster ~printing~~

done--! and my 1st action was dial bi to wake him up~! i was damn excited + happy and planning that wanna having Vivo pizza at Curve with bi~~ >,<

lalala, hasten to settle my part and passing to friends for the following job!

WHO KNOWS??!!!!!

Meiyuen came & told that i got the Nursing Student Council (NSC) meeting about the AGM at 5pm!!!compulsorily~!!!!@@ why so suddenly??! becoz nurses day coming soon!!

and somemore can't contact with others team's members come and finish the rest job~!!

so we need to rush and finish it our self~!!

OMG! its such a big troublesome for me when i come to knw that need to attend for the meeting at 5!!! the 1st moment, i call bi and told him, i plan to cancel our dating >,<

but he was on his way to 1U..OMG again~!!

T.T such a thunderbolt happening to me!!

my mood became down~down~down!!!

Finally, we able to contact 2 of our dear members>> Julia and Sue came for helping us~ =D

i missed my breakfast + lunch since i was so moody and busying~ no appetite =(

Eventually, which made me touching was the time when i came to know bi coming my place to meet me even just for a dinner~ this is so plentiful to me =)

he had to travel such a long journey come and meet me and still need waiting for me the whole day~ it is so touching^^

when the moment i saw him,i was satified even i been busying and tiring for the whole day~~

bi~thq a lot ^^ for your forgiveness + love ♥

vapid-ing

i enjoy this semester coz it is a short sem : )

and which made me more excited is the posting that coming soon ...

as i knw, we got the chance expose to the rural area for home-visiting for maternal & newborns... 

beside will also go to primary school for educate the student health education and also giving immune injection.

i feel that our practical experience will be much more different than previous~

but just perhaps that the time allow, won't be so pack for our posting.

and NOW i am extremely boring & vapid..

free for 2 days just because our lecturer not free to enter our class since yesterday~~

yaahOooo....i was extremely happy plus excited while i heard that!

BUT now... i totally regret.. : (

we need to replace our class on saturday.. : (

and i been invited to the Dean List's party on the same day somemore same time~

how can i divide myself into 2?! 

*whatever, just ignore me >,< ~ there is nothing to worry bout!**

i can't believe myself which i can stay at hostel composedly without go out for shopping~

however, i just went for shopin last friday, sunday and monday *whole day somemore** .. so there is nothing suprising which i never shop in this few day..>,<

and there is something perplex me this few days.. : (

i got big trouble with my MP3, it can't be open...i think i need format again...

BUT that is all my favorite songs inside... woooooo~~~

since i just lost my music folder in my computer... i ady so anguished... =( 

now need to format my MP3.. all my favorite songs gone in a flash!!

I AM MOODY NOW...

(u can just ignore me~~)

IF... ...

是否可曾想过，如果时间能够重来? 时光能够倒回过去?
是否能挽留回些什么?是否能改变些什么?
是否能阻止些什么?是否能避开些什么?
是否能珍惜些什么?
如果说，时光能重来，是不是就不会再做出同样的选择?

就拿个人例子来说，第一瞬间，曾想过...
如果能重来，我就不会用RM200买了那条裙，却放着没穿过~
如果能重来，我就不会选择买那双鲜红色的鞋子，而是选择一个双普通又不起眼的颜色，这样比较好配搭~
如果能重来，我就不会选择那块cheese蛋糕 (贪新鲜的说)，而是选择回我常吃的口味蛋糕，忠于原味~

如果能重来，我就不会把那样东西给丢了~
如果能重来，我就不会为了那么点小事和他吵架了~
如果能重来，我就不会再选上这个科系了，又辛苦又束缚的说~

如果能重来... ...没有如果~!
你人生有多少次机会给你重来呢?!
当然如果能重来，是可以改变不少结局，把不好的都变好~但...那就不是所谓的生活了...
也许当听了这个问题的第一个反应就会像我一样，脑里突然浮现出很多的如果...
但之后再仔细想想看，其实也不过如此~

现在给我时间重回过去，也许以上所说的，我都不会去改变~
也能说是，也许我已接受了~
也许我已是习惯了 *(i used to it)*

换个角度想想...
买了那条裙，也许某天我会穿得着呢? 那时候不就不需要头痛买不到合适的裙了嘛~
买了那样颜色的鞋，就必定有它的特别，管它好不好配的，我就是要配出我的style~!
东西嘛~丢了就丢了，又不是后悔就有用的，反正呢，旧的不去新的不来嘛~~ =P ，那就是缘分啊! 我相信失去了某样东西，就必定会在其他方面得来些东西...无论是不是样东西，可能换来的是位朋友，是个经验，是个奇迹，也说不定~
至于蛋糕嘛，何必死死守着它呢 (*当然只限于某些说法 =P *)，换换新的口味，新的体验，也许你会因此而爱上它呢? 姑且一试，不然你不会知道，在另一边的尽头是怎么样的风景~

与他的争吵，无论小事也好，大事也罢，能让彼此都停下脚步来，冷静的想想，从事情中吸取经验，更了解对方，何尝不是件好事~ 
打从我第一天踏入这个科系，我就天天在后悔...没有一天是例外的~!
但不知从何开始渐渐的，我习惯了~觉得没什么不好的，在这两年里的学习，我学到的东西不比其他科系的少，经验倒是比他们多了~
见到了很多各式各样的病人，家属，也见过千奇百怪的疾病，照顾过各阶层人士不同的病态，这些体验，得亲身体会才有办法了解... ...
我还学会了如何照顾自己的身体，也照顾周围人的健康..这其实也没什么不好的~

尝试换个角度来看，其实不需要如果，我们一样能过得很好~
在逆境中成长，我们往往想要改变些不如意的事情，但未曾想过那就是所谓的人生?!

也许我们会在这条路上找到预想不到的世外桃源呢?!

{shaine♥}

STOP ESCAPISM

 其实，我不想再躲了，这样真的好辛苦...

为何我们是幸福的，甜蜜的，却不能公开我们的感情，开心，无忧无虑的在一起...?!

我知道这样很没有保障，没有安全感...

明明是清清白白的，却是地下情~

和他一起，我是开心的，幸福的...

我不会因此而影响生活，学业...我明白，了解我现在的目标，我不会因此误了我的前途...

相反之下，他是我的精神支柱，我在这儿的避风港...

是他在我伤心难过，遇到瓶颈时给我鼓励，力量...

一直以来，都很对不起，为了保护我和我们的感情，一直都让你很没安全感...

我因此失去了自由，关进鸟笼般的，毫无理由的被约束...

我只想说，我觉得我没有做错，我经历的是一段人生的必经之路...我很好~

我明白什么是该做的，什么是不该做的... 

请相信我，我了解..我的目标，我的未来该怎么走~

我不想也不会让你们失望...

{不如,我们不要吵架}

每次和情人吵架之后,总是离不开冷战,闹分手。然后，因为不舍得，又再走在一起。和好如初之后，女孩子爱和男朋友协议: " 不如，我们以后不要吵架了，好吗？"

吵架并不难受，最难受的是吵架之后的思念，很害怕他不会再回来了，早知道那么难受，就不跟他吵了。

男人听到女人这样说，总会点头答应。可是，过了不久，这两人又吵架了。

女人忘了上一次是她先提出之后不要再吵架的，这一次，她首先挑起战争。

吵架之后，女人痛哭，说: "不如，我们分手吧。"

她不说 "我们分手吧" ，而说 "不如，我们分手吧"。那就证明了她其实不想分手，只是说说而已，所以加上了 "不如" 这两个字。

这一次，当然没有分手。经过几天的冷战后，他们又和好如初，女人梨花带雨的要求男人 "不如，我们以后不要吵架，好吗？"

男人又答应了，因为通常男人不喜欢吵架，也不主动吵架，他们擅长令女人忍无可忍，要跟他吵架。

虽然如此，不久之后，他们又吵架了。吵架之后，女人又会哀求说 "不如，我们以后不要吵架，好吗？"

大家都知道，那是不可能的。

吵架原来是一种休息，是一段感情的休息，让大家冷静下来，然后发现，我还是不能没有他，不如... ...

这也是篇在张小娴散文集《爱上了你》里发现的"精华"，特别喜欢最后的一句...所以写了上来...

我们也经常吵架，三两天的没吵，可能还怪怪的叻...而说的没错，通常挑起战争的往往是女生，而虽然知道，却避不了 ~ =P

但，要知道，吵归吵,每一次的争吵都会让你更了解对方,也能更明白对方..

要知道，吵归吵，我是离不开你的...

如果说，吵架是种休息,而休息是为了走更长远的路...那么这样不久能和你心爱的人走得长长久久的吗?!

I Miss you

Bi, where r u now? everything fine?

I been so long never see u le~ Miss you a lot...

U are now in Cameron Highland, it is so far from my place~

What will u doing now? do u miss me??

I will go back tomorrow...early morning...but still don't have the chance meet you..=(

When will u come back?? i am waiting for you..=)

MISS YOU ♥♥

[ Pizza ❤ ]

突然间好想吃pizza哦~ 特别想念的是pizzahut 的~

不知道为什么试过那么多家的,却偏偏每次只想念Pizzahut的..*中了它的毒** >,<

这是几个月前的gathering了..呵呵~很不好意思的说~ 我现在才post上来...

嗯...口味我忘了..只记得是很好吃的说~ ^^

Lawrence + Poh Wen + Poh Xiang

1 more >> Lawrence with poh wen..( i guess~ i can't differentiate the twin >.< )

the big mouth~~>>Evonne =D

Cheerful~ ❤

哈哈..让我好好的做个Pizza白日梦吧~ =) ❤

Sushi King againnn

为什么这次会非比往常呢..?

因为...我是和Gan一起去的..哈哈~

之前他和欣在sushi king工作,每次回来都会跑去那里找他们...

这次,Gan辞职了...所以是我们一起去找欣~哈哈..第一次叻~

Gan介绍的手卷~Raymond "师傅"的杰作~ 

超好吃的~ nice**

回味-ing~~

The Queen of Cucumber~ wahahaaaa....

the special for me =)

这次吃了好多,又吃了寿司,蒸蛋,garlic rice, 烤鸡,乌冬面,炸豆腐, green tea ice-cream~~

超饱的 >,<

满足❤

Colouring my life

Dye my hair in copper red~ 

hmm...mayb it doesn't look fresh bcoz i used to dye my hair in this color everytime~ o,O

I actually wanna change the color to greenish~ but dunwan to take the risk how if the hair looks so dry and rough?? I can't imaging that >,<

Other than that, bangs my hair againnnnnn~~~

Does my hair look freakish or funny..??

.....i hope NO!

Hope my hair can get longer soon..and looks more natural~

[ IKEA游♥ ]

I been so long never go Ikea for few months since posted at Muar...

超喜欢那里的设计与摆设~

简单又不失大方,不占位又能充分利用每个空间~

Went there last friday, and had fun with Peiyi at IKEA~

No much to say and share, just wanna post some photo of that day~

 and this post will be full with photo >,<

just be patient....=D

We found something interesting...~~
guess wat's that??

 

does it look so scary and weird??

We met our classmate~ the both are actually malay~ but fairer than us =='

urg... ... u guys know wats that??

=,=''

Giant ladybird?? cute?

 at least is cutier than the black2 one and the crocodile which i posted...

perfer this more than those~

1  showroom of the kid's bedroom~

so colorful, 呵呵...

不只吸引到了小孩子,也成功的吸引到大人们~

超赞的说~

返老还童的我们~

能在床头摆设一片那么大的荷叶,是不是别有一番新鲜感呢?

最后,到了我和我的战利品的合照啦~

My Heart with my love ♥

 one more ca-cha (o,O)

从Ikea拍到家~~~

还开始了心心和狗狗的写真集 (^~^)

haha...展现了一张 (^,^)

see how much i love my "heart"