Last but not the least for 2011♥

Harlo,here im back again. :) wanna do a short ending post before 2011 ends, but em got too limited of time.
December is always such a joyous and holiday month, but it ends very soon after today...new year coming, wow! 2012!world end??! life still have to goes on : P

So, darlings, how was ur Xmas last week? fantastic? owh, mine was so-so~ *,* worked in pm shift on xmas eve and am shift on xmas day ain't such a good thing to me, same comes to my new year eve. :(  as i always used to celebrate this both pleasing festival, anyway, wish i could save it to my chinese new year, and i could go back hometown that time. :D blessing....

as for shopaholic, December is also such a crazy shopping month too! everything, everywhere on SALE!SALE!SALE! how can you missed that?! am i right??
few days ago before xmas, me and xinyin decided to did some shopping in Orchard, as she wanted to feel the xmas ambiance there. ya, when comes to xmas, ppl always think of orchard since there used to have spectacular decoration by the roadside and shopping mall.

here comes Clarke Quay 1st, the day before we headed to Orchard, I recommended xinyin this my favourite night-life place in Sg. if you are clubber, i bet you will like this place!

  sitting by the breezy riverside, listening to the music, is kind of enjoyment after a busy day. 

 with mai all time favourite mini skirt and sneaker recently

** mini skirt from Taiwan

** sneaker from Forever 21

okay, next station~ Orchard Road desu~

infront of ION Orchard~

Tangs~

Paragon~

  

 Casual outfit of the day~

i dun remember what have i bought on the day, except for some tops and mummy's bday present. guess what? : P

i was crazy buying long sleeve tops since the weather turns so windy and cool recently, and i found i have no long sleeve tops when i wanted to wear other than my sweater's collection.

so they are my new collection recently~ but after that, the weather turns sunny,wtf, looks like i got no chance to wear now~ lollll

from left #GAP #G2000 #ZARA #ESPIRIT

#FOREVER 21 #DEMO

oh yea, and this~~

 favor too... #Garrett Popcorn

nicey ^^V

 

that's all for now :)

few more mins to 2012, any to-do list or wish list for the coming year?? mine? still thinking by the way :P 

so stay tuned :D

anyway, see yea next year~ 

♥ HAPPY NEW YEAR ♥

muacks ^^

141211♥

Owh,time flies! coming to the mid of december, and so forth, Xmas is closing , then 2011 is gonna end soon.

didn't realize that my last been here was few weeks ago, i thought my last update was only ytd story. : / crazy i know,ain't because i didn't have the sense of time, the reason that makes em in such a hectic life is the feverish condition of my nose's infection which i did mentioned on the previous post.

In addition, i have to deal with so many things in a limited time and working life is fxcking tired i should said, as what i felt is almost lifeless, cos you will be freaking tired after work, exhausted, energy-less, the only thing i wish to do is, sleeping after take bath.

yet, during last week, my time was fully booked by those annoying stuff.
my day-off, still i need to spent my time in traveled to SGH which takes 45 mins to reach there for check up. what a day-off, i still spent time in hosp what!
while i was in PM shift, i went all the way 45 mins train-traveled again just to take my work permit from Clarke Quay, then went to bank and blah blah blah stuff before attend to work in the afternoon.
the next day, AM shift, even nicer, i straight away rushed to SGH againnn after i finished work becos my implant infected.
what the enrich days!

that's all my 3 working days, and then followed by 2 weeks hospitalization leave now. : /

*why H.leave?? cos i went for a minor surgery after that, and doctor gimme 2 weeks MC,nice? no! feel superb sorry to my ward sister and stuff actually!*


worked 3 days and rest 2 weeks, the best employee ever! employer!

okay, about the story, i will explain next time.
i have pretty much in my mind which em wish to shout out!

Suppose to post up my latest new baby-stuff now, but lets left it for the coming post since now already 2:30AM :P im lil weary now *yawn*
teehee...

What a meaningless post. sowwiieeee~
in order to make this post lil meaningful,i decided to share out this photo which i dun think is a good capture anyway.

#orchardroad #ion #golden xmas tree #merry christmas

#snoopyresting #sunwaygiza

pinky-cross will come back soon :) see ya. muacks! ♥

Brand new life

say hi to december, say hi to my new life. :D

i pretty hope everything goes smooth here and im should able cope it well. 

i was quite stormy yesterday, and i miss my family and you so much! * i bet you know who are the one* 

and i know my parents are superb missing me now.

they called me last night, and knew about my condition now, especially my "post-operation" condition, they was soo worry bout, and keep on asking me to postpone the job again. 

i got post-op infection in my nose, and i have to go for follow up and have some painful procedure done to drain out the bloody abscess. D: this makes my parents get extra worry.

when everytime, i heard their voice while they calling, i was holding my tears, pretending to be strong.

when the moments mum telling me "girl, you are a strong girl, you are so brave, but im still so worry about you, and i miss you so much" i heard mum choking back her tears, but i still pretending, i smile and told her im fine, im alright,bla bla,bla......and my tears started to drop too.

sorry, i ain't strong enough :'(   i miss you too.

okay, sorry for my-out-of-control-feelings. back to the topic.

the coming december will be my very first job experience. i have to move in sg few days earlier in order to done some procedure. i think it's good for me so i can start coping with the lifestyle 1st,what lifestyle? long-range walking and standing lifestyle. 

have been a long period i nvr stand and walk for so long. those days my shopathon couldn't compare with nowsday long-range walking. i used to shopping whole day long for continuous few days time, and i won't feel tired or any leg discomfort unless the shoe makes my leg pain. but, now, i got leg pain everyday. 

they are a part of my new world *sweet sweet*

i always wanted to pinkish my room, this is kind of dreamy and romantic for me : >

smurf and puppy by boyfie, puppy need to take bath @,@

  

took my uniform yesterday with 2 pair of shoes.

good fabric material, i guess should be hard to dry up since this few days was raining.

i was so in love with the Xmas edition mug and tumbler by starbuck.

it's so nice with the red color Xmas draw printed.

since i got a starbuck tumbler present by Ann babe last year Xmas, now...

thanks for boyfie for this Xmas gift in advance :>

those stuff which acc me recently. 

handbags, perfume and canvas shoe.

loving the photo beside, i got a nice hair color now! yeepee!!

 one of my favour place here. Clarke Quay.

i was there today, not for shopping but for my working pass in Ministry of Manpower which is nearby there.

the MOM i went is located at level 4, which got a super duple nice scenery from the building.

photo taken few days ago when i met up with babes...yin and zih at a new cafe located in BP called 

"BO EIGHT TEA" 

which is now the only shop that selling thousand layer cake in BP, but as we tasted, not that nice as Malacca one and it melt so damn stupid fast! X____X 

-sorry, doesn't mean to criticize it, this is a customer feedback-

beloved boyfie, we used to quarrel everyday when we never meet up for a period of time.

i miss you badly, i wish you know it, and i doesn't mean to argue with you each time, i feel bad.

please accept my apologize. 죄송.

lastly, self-portrait in mai room with mai this smurf which was gifted by boyfie, so i named it khoochy,since smurf family have Brainy, Clumsy, Grouchy,etc... haha kidding.

smile, keep smiling, this is the best medicine in the world.

the end for now.

pinky cross to post up convo photos either bloggie or fb. i nvr forget it. ^___^

xoxo

A story of a pencil and an eraser

I saw this meaningful story, and i like it so much so decided to share here with you.

This is a story of a pencil and an eraser.

Pencil: I'm sorry

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. 

Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..." 

"we will never know the love of our parents for us till the day we become parents..."

Pencilly~

The pencil is a splendid thing

For which there's no replacer.

But better than the pencil is

The little pink eraser.

                  

                       -- Doug Florian

071111 ♥

是时候出来见见大家了...在家里闭关修炼了好一些日子,足不出户的,希望我有变白回~

不知道为什么突然很想用中文,但是中文退步了,英文也退步了,我完蛋了!

很多人很好奇我现在的样子,频频要我拍照给他们,还不怎么有勇气这么做, 因为还是肿肿的~ 

自从复诊回来后,就开始出门了~ 在家休养太久, 超级想shopping 的~ 可惜, 这里的shopping mall还是满足不了我的购物欲! : [  可boutique却多到爆!

昨天和妈咪去了一家常关顾的服饰店~ 搜到了一件超爱的西装外套 : D 开心!

这两件是最近的大爱 ♥

西装外套 >> RM149

白色蕾丝上衣 >> RM89

 both from LaQueen (if u are bee peerian, im sure u know this boutique)

怎么感觉用中文这样写 好奇怪 @,@

可以用回英文吗? 虽然英文也在退步中...╮(╯3╰)╭

new h.kitty bed sheet for my s'pore house. this design was chosen by mummy, since there are too many design and i was dazzling on each design, every design looks nice and cute for me, so mummy did the choice. =) nice bor??

oh yay, beside that is a flower-print pajamas by young hearts collection. im a  young hearts' fan too. their lingerie is so vivid, brisk in design, and the pajamas is comfort to wear for bed as well.i think most of my pajamas were by y.heartcollection. it cost around RM65.90 for pajamas, but i think they have some discount for it too.

one more h.kitty here. iphone casing grabbed it ytd too ^^

i saw one of my fb's frens having it, and im so cheeky to pm her and ask where she got it. and here i got myself one :))) teehee...

since im so bored when staying at home, i did some shooting for my ibaby with diff clothy on. 

total collection 8 of them, obviously im red lover. some are presented by frens. 

okay, lemme explain the middle photo. i was curious whether bikini able to covered my scar, this doubt i been concern for so long ~,~ so i tried on my bikini,and found that is so suit with christmas theme and suit with the casing beside.haha.*polka dots lover too*   this is hell stupid for trying bikini at home i know.i was too boring.

hmm...and luckily my chest's scar able to be covered, but not on the hips one. it looks quite obvious thou. T___T

  

yeshh, come to the end of year, christmas is just around. i seriously superb love christmas ambiance. this was my first time putting up a christmas tree and done it with mummy. : ) *previously were done by mummy and bro*

ok lah, lastly, post up a photo taken ytd with my still-swelling-nose. >,<
iphone front camera is suck!not clear at all :<

ya, em feeling much much better now.. maybe becos i get used to the pain and the discomfort. have completed all medication,yeah yeah, left the vitamin Daneron for nerves good. now trying to bear with pain and walk straight properly. wish i can get 100% recover soon :)

xoxo

shaine

strong girl shaine

It's 17 Oct *deep breath* 

i had get ready myself physically and emotionally. 

strong girl,shaine. i know you can do it ='D

bring along a starhub broadband, perhaps i get the internet access there and i should able to blog during the coming few days or i should say perhaps the nurse allow me to use lappie in ward.lolx

i miss my long and lil wave hair, now my hair is just maybe 10cm shorter than the hair in this photo. 

T_____T

R E N A I S S A N C E ♥

Ello,the greeting after so long time, sincerely to all my dear friends. How recently flies 

hmm...honestly, em so missing here, my-lil-tiny-sharing-space ♥ and em actually in a hectic mode early days, i know this can't be a excuse and em actually too tired everyday,  since i was traveling 2-3times per week, headed to S'pore for something serious and it was like almost every alternate day :[ no one able to imaging that how tired am i and  i was really exhausted with plenty of mixed feelings in my mind. 

luckily, i no need to travel there this whole week therefore makes me superb comfort and i finally have a 2 weeks rest :') before 18 oct ( ya,something is upcoming).

2 weeks before, i was considering whether to shut down this space or to continue since i never update for so long...and nao, i think the decision i made will not make me regret, and i shall continue to blog it =D

so yea, i will try to keep this lil tiny space alive ♥

here some pixie sharing~

#1

those photos taken while i was in KL during my 21st bdays' week with the all awesome one   
♥

 awww....i'm officially 21!! *freedom of the key*

had dinner and amazing night with my babes in Dome,Pavilion

they surprising me with this cake 

*make a wish* 

 

babe yin and babe ann, thankiu so muachic for the *blink blink* bday gift!  i lurve it.

 

#2

another gathering w/ my darlings Christina, XinYin,Joyous,Evelyna 

im so damn missing those college time while we used to hang out together everyday! 

that's so sweet. ^___^

i am looking forward to meet u guys in another town soon ya. =P

#3

hmmm....how can i forget you? hubbi~

thankiu for acc me the whole week time to fetch me everywhere i want, and bought me to Genting to celebrate my bday too ( = muacks! 

lope you♥♥♥

 

thanks for bringing me such a sweet memories : > 

#4

exercising season! 

went fitness with hubbi and my sister. but i prefer outdoor sports than fitness, example like jogging, swimming,etc.

after one and a half hour teaching season by the coach, i never sweat at all =,=

so i was so exciting to ask bi bring me mountain climbing straight after we finished gym, bcos i wanted to sweat and im still so much of energy.

however，we not yet reached a quarter of the distance, bi and sis still in a such good condition but i started to feel giddy and almost fainted, ended up made a U turn back to ground. zzzzz

my face, lips turns fair and it last the whole day long.wtf. 

#5

u maybe saw this photo before on fb. ya,we haven't started to work actually, this was just get the measurement for our new coming uniform.

we're so excited =)

and the below one is a activity's shirt.

#6

photoshooting

as my friend requested me to be the model for him, i nodded my head after he asked for so many times and it was like few months later =P

bcos im seriously lack of confident and i dont think i look nice actually. >,<

anyway, thanks for giving me this chance

i knew i ain't prefect in modeling and im still on my way of learning. =)

 

wookay, gtg, a random yet lil too long post, hopes u enjoy it :)

 on the early of nov, i will have my brand new look if everything goes smooth.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

xoxo

rainbow after the raining day

after gone through some harass stuff, i know i have grew up :*]

i love buzzy life...hmmm...as well as i can handle it, i appreciate, but the precondition is, must be free from those annoying stuff, then should be okay. I was plagued by those problems and it really driving me crazzzyyyyy this few days fml.

now, finally, i settled it with my courage and my courage.it ain't easy to made such decision while everyone is looking at me, my every single steps makes different and ppl will comments, when i fall down, ppl will laugh at me : / though i knew i should live for my own, shouldn't bother so much but as human being, everyone care about other's opinion,am i right?!

as i grew up, i know i should take the responsible for myself, my life, my health as well.

i was thinking of don't want to give more burden to you all, thats y i just silently accepted it just for your convenience, in fact i doesn't want to do so and i haven't get prepared yet for the surgery. I well knew that the post-op discomfort and pain will be torture me like hell.while everytime when i thinking of the pass experience, i cried. 

so as long as it's convenience for you, i decided to keep on persuade myself.

but now, thank god, i got such courage to speak out to delay the surgery till after my bday. thanks dad and mum, u guys accepted my opinion and let me make my own decision for this. thank's :) it's superx hard for me to gain this courage to shout out. i was always a mummy's girl, where they made every single decision for my check up condition.

on the other hand, i had make another great decision in my life. and now im not JOBLESS =D hmmm....i should be glad that the whole job applying process was that smooth... just perhaps that my career can be that smooth tooooooo** good luck for myself!!

now, im looking forward to meet my bi and dearest darlingss and babess.....

bi is coming back ^_____^ freaking happy! yuuuuuhoooooo~ wish to see you soon...muacks!

and i m planning to go KL meeting my babes and darling during my bday time =))) im sooo excited, can't wait till the day to come! oh yayy! 

i want outings i love gatherings!!! muacks muacks!

xoxo

忙碌?! ╮(╯3╰)╭

看似简单的生活,其实一点也不简单 : (
大家应该都以为 毕业后的我 应该都空闲的很 有人说我 继续过回大小姐的生活 无忧无虑
那你错了!   我怎么可能让日子就这么过下去呢?

现在的我 正努力找着工作 已放弃了修读别的科目的念头了 对我来说 太浪费时间了 我要的不就只是可以让我玩 让我逛,让我买,无忧无虑的大学生活吗?!! 实际点,终究得面对社会的! 现在的我 只想快点找到工作 赚很多很多的钱!!

很快的,我就要踏入我人生的21啦~ 不知道该是高兴还是伤心?!
我只希望能和朋友们一起庆祝~开心\^_^/
原本想过要开 party庆祝的, 但我真的不喜欢那样的气氛 :<

原先计划好的一切 好像 又要被打岔了 /_\
本来想说 要利用还没找到工作的这一段时间 到KL去找 darlings, babes 和 bi的.
好想念那里的食物 =X
时间紧迫 根本没时间让我 计划 回去KL 找你们 ='( 怎么办~ 好想念大家...**

 这几个星期 一直往JB 和 S'pore 跑~ 不单是为了工作 还有一些门诊 ... 有时忙得都忘了星期几了~ : [ 日子就一天一天这么过了...
还有 上个星期五 对不起 ron 和 evon ='( 我失约了~  知道你很想去唱K的,答应了你却又临时改变了 对不起 对不起 我会补请客地 :]
才回来 几天   星期三又得到 malacca 看诊了 好累 又好怕 感觉历史重演 那可怕的经历 >,< 好久没有了.....

看样子 我的生日好像也没办法 如我预期的度过了 /_\
希望, 还没到最后一分钟, 还是有可能的 =) positive thinking!! 加油加油!
我的21岁生日 一定要有你们陪=)))

要趁这几天还闲空着, po上我最新的照片和台北的照片 (∩_∩)
teehee...很快就会再见面咯 ^~^*

170811♥

i usually prefer to blog at night time, but idk y recently while this time, the line will turn into super sucksss where i even have to load like so long to open up a page. seriously,fml!

are u curious about the photo above..? i dun even know i captured this photo until i saw it from babe yin camera's album.lolz..photo taken at Leofu Village Theme Park,Taipei. this photo is like so funnie and my hair was like lion..?? oh anyway, i love it too~ muahaha!
 
i've make over my blogskin  to a brand new look and i'm so lovin it ( = happie~!! i actually planned for quite sometimes but doesn't have time to do so, now finally! oh yeah! hope you like it ^^
new song? did you noticed that? Lovely by Michelle Tumes. 

this....Bvlgari Omnia Amethyste Women's Perfume, my favourite used perfume recently.

thank's mummy for buying me this perfume ^^

and got myself and bi this couple belt from Esprit.

grabbed it from Tebrau City, JB last week when i did my shopping there with xinyin♥

i like the design of this belt, is like so simple and classic.

imma will be heading to S'pore tmr, shopping for tmr, seek for doctor on thursday, and my very 1st interview on friday morning!! aweee.... sooo happie! this is my very 1st interview in my nursing life!! i had just sent my resume don't even one week, and now getting the 1st reply so fast!! excited yet nervous to the max! god bless...everything to be pretty smooth ^^

okay, i know i been ignore those taipei trip's photo for a long time, and i promise will blog it soon ( :
plus, i have still a tons of photo on pending...would like to share it : D

gtg, see you soon. have a nice day!♥

050811 ♥ sharing

im so alert =D / =C dun know should i be happy for this?? i haven't feel like sleeping even nao already a quarter to 3! idk how to regulate back to a pretty ordinary time? coz i don't want to miss early sunshine everyday =(

hang out with babe yin for movie this afternoon. we bought our tickets 30mins earlier, and when we checked on the seat, we realize we're the 1st pair buying the ticket! we were surprised and keep on convince each other that later sure will have others watching this movie......won't be only both of us.

when the movie began, we're a bit late, however, while we reached the theater, it was surprisingly only 2 of us! O.O we are like booked the whole theater!

when the story started,i came to understand why there's no others and why the ticket is selling so cheap =]

 i began to have the thought of leaving when the movie was just begin for 15mins long....

what a dull movie, but still i laugh a lot! =S

since only both of us, we laugh + scream as loud as we can even the plot of story is not that funny.

not really know what they want to express until the ending part, then i started to understand it, was like a bit huh?! >o<...okay~?~!!

em.....u may start to think of what movie is that? in order not to damage their movie's image, i choose to not telling =/ but giving you a hint, it's a quite latest mandarin movie,presented by 2 diff countries artiest... -,-?

lets forget about it, here, gotta recommend a nice song to all, you might heard it before, but it isn't a popular song, lets enjoy before off to bed,yea.

lyrics along.......Please Don't Let Me Go~

 

Where do I begin?
Should I tell you
How bad I need you now
You're underneath my skin
But I'm confused
My head is spinning all around
I waited so long
I need to know, darling
What is on your mind
Normally I try to run
And I might even want to hide
Cause I never knew what I wanted
Til I looked into your eyes
So am I in this alone?
What I'm looking for is a sign
That you feel how I feel for you
Baby please don't let me go
Baby please don't let me go
Baby please don't let me go
No, please don't let me go
Baby no, no, no, no
Badabadeebaba
What else can I say? (Can I say)
My heart is beating double time, yeah
And do you feel the same? (Do you feel the same)
Don't leave me in the dark, no
But baby don't put out this spark, no
I waited so long
I need to know, darling
What is on your mind
Normally I try to run


And I might even want to hide


Cause I never knew what I wanted
Til I looked into your eyes
So am I in this alone?
What I'm looking for is a sign
Visit http://www.xtralyrics.com
That you feel how I feel for you
Baby please don't let me go
Baby please don't let me go
Baby please don't let me go
No, please don't let me go
Baby no, no, no, no
Caught in the inquisition
Under these conditions
I need a definition
Is it love that we're sharing
Show me that you're caring
You see my fascination
Tell me I'm not mistaken
Give me the information I need
1, 2, 3
Normally I try to run
And I might even want to hide
Cause I never knew what I wanted
Til I looked into your eyes
So am I in this alone?
What I'm looking for is a sign
That you feel how I feel for you
Baby please don't let me go (Don't let me go)
Baby please don't let me go (Please don't let me go)
Baby please don't let me go (Don't let me go)
No, please don't let me go
Baby no, no, no, no

gotta make over my blogskin again and lets you guys enjoy my new background songs =D in progress ohyea.♥

ending with my narcissist  photo. photo taken with sister bear's paw! not really know the purpose of this bear's paw? anyone know,pls update me then C: 

 haha! still one more to go before the end. 

grabbed along sister's domo too, so colourful, but i still prefer the origin. ~,~

gunitez! imma still so energetic! =___=?/