The key of freedom ♥

Lets start my brand new year with my key of freedom, btw, Happy New Year, matey! Pretty hope im not late for this new year greeting : D

Can't believe im blogging this now, was supposed to be a last year post, and i was thinking just abandon it, but em just stupid excited for this, 2 of my 21st birthday present!!! muahahaaa, i know, is damn late since my birthday is on Sept!!!

lets the story began, honestly,  em just getting my 21st gold key last month.

Mum decided to gift me a gold key as one of my b'day present from her. I always wanted a rose gold key instead of those tacky gold key or common white gold, rose gold gives a rose, pink color on the jewellery, though rose gold is still not that common in M'sia.

We visited quite a number of jewellery stores, i still couldn't get the one i fond on at my first sight, so i rather wait until i discovered the one i fond on.

When every time when we passed by jewellery store, mum will stop over and have a look with those pendants, but im too fastidious, didn't fancy any one of them.

Then after, there was a day, me and mum headed down to 313@somerset, which are now one of my favourite shopping mall, we both saw this rose gold key with a star pendant, it is so dazzling. And so i made my choice at the first glance. I know otherwise mum will get me another one, which is also the latest xmas collection, an angel pendant as mum said im a white angel. LOL i admit what she said. =P

nice gift pack from SK Jewellery

 here comes the pendant :>

so lovey and nicey, don't you think so?

4 tiny diamonds on the star with a cutey rose gold key hanging on.

 

Besides, the coming one it came even more earlier than the key pendant.
A Alana Heart Charm from Swarovski, 21st bday gift from my beloved hubby, chosen by me and with the helps of mum, this's even glittering. you can either wear is as a pendant or with ur bracelet. :)

 

i was searching this before at pavilion KL, but the choice of charm are lesser which compare to here.

heart this so much too :>

again, thanks pretty much to my beloved mummy and boyfie for the gift. :D superb loving it. ♥

 

 hmmm...seriously feel my language skill and writing skill are leewaying...... gawdness :( madly upset.

maybe i shall talk more and blog more in order to keep it up. tsk tsk tsk.

em fell in love with the Garrett popcorn recently, just got one more bag ytd, simply tasty yummy :)

em was searching for a pair of kitty utensil,  now finally, but seems like kinda huge for me.

see how big the utensil it is, compare with my i-touch, doubled size.

im gonna to use it, not kidding :D will bring it to work everyday cos hosp's food court only provided disposable chopstick, im so clumsy in using chopstick esp for noodles and rice, except for sushi which idk why, so by using chopstick to have those food will doubled up my eating time, perhaps with this huge utensil, i can able to eat more faster even though i got a small mouth. >,< muahahaha

 thats all for today, see you soon :)

gonna cont' watching Gossip Girl now... 

HAVE YOUR DAY, muacks!

xoxo

Brand new life

say hi to december, say hi to my new life. :D

i pretty hope everything goes smooth here and im should able cope it well. 

i was quite stormy yesterday, and i miss my family and you so much! * i bet you know who are the one* 

and i know my parents are superb missing me now.

they called me last night, and knew about my condition now, especially my "post-operation" condition, they was soo worry bout, and keep on asking me to postpone the job again. 

i got post-op infection in my nose, and i have to go for follow up and have some painful procedure done to drain out the bloody abscess. D: this makes my parents get extra worry.

when everytime, i heard their voice while they calling, i was holding my tears, pretending to be strong.

when the moments mum telling me "girl, you are a strong girl, you are so brave, but im still so worry about you, and i miss you so much" i heard mum choking back her tears, but i still pretending, i smile and told her im fine, im alright,bla bla,bla......and my tears started to drop too.

sorry, i ain't strong enough :'(   i miss you too.

okay, sorry for my-out-of-control-feelings. back to the topic.

the coming december will be my very first job experience. i have to move in sg few days earlier in order to done some procedure. i think it's good for me so i can start coping with the lifestyle 1st,what lifestyle? long-range walking and standing lifestyle. 

have been a long period i nvr stand and walk for so long. those days my shopathon couldn't compare with nowsday long-range walking. i used to shopping whole day long for continuous few days time, and i won't feel tired or any leg discomfort unless the shoe makes my leg pain. but, now, i got leg pain everyday. 

they are a part of my new world *sweet sweet*

i always wanted to pinkish my room, this is kind of dreamy and romantic for me : >

smurf and puppy by boyfie, puppy need to take bath @,@

  

took my uniform yesterday with 2 pair of shoes.

good fabric material, i guess should be hard to dry up since this few days was raining.

i was so in love with the Xmas edition mug and tumbler by starbuck.

it's so nice with the red color Xmas draw printed.

since i got a starbuck tumbler present by Ann babe last year Xmas, now...

thanks for boyfie for this Xmas gift in advance :>

those stuff which acc me recently. 

handbags, perfume and canvas shoe.

loving the photo beside, i got a nice hair color now! yeepee!!

 one of my favour place here. Clarke Quay.

i was there today, not for shopping but for my working pass in Ministry of Manpower which is nearby there.

the MOM i went is located at level 4, which got a super duple nice scenery from the building.

photo taken few days ago when i met up with babes...yin and zih at a new cafe located in BP called 

"BO EIGHT TEA" 

which is now the only shop that selling thousand layer cake in BP, but as we tasted, not that nice as Malacca one and it melt so damn stupid fast! X____X 

-sorry, doesn't mean to criticize it, this is a customer feedback-

beloved boyfie, we used to quarrel everyday when we never meet up for a period of time.

i miss you badly, i wish you know it, and i doesn't mean to argue with you each time, i feel bad.

please accept my apologize. 죄송.

lastly, self-portrait in mai room with mai this smurf which was gifted by boyfie, so i named it khoochy,since smurf family have Brainy, Clumsy, Grouchy,etc... haha kidding.

smile, keep smiling, this is the best medicine in the world.

the end for now.

pinky cross to post up convo photos either bloggie or fb. i nvr forget it. ^___^

xoxo

Officially Graduated!

First of all, i would like to Congratz to all my group's mate, Happy Graduation!
Now, finally, i have graduated :')
Throughout the whole 3 years, i been work hard, study hard for everything. As you know, i always wanted to give up, felt like have joined a wrong course. Regret to the max but still i finished it.
 i used to be the one that others always think that i might give up and quit, they thought i can't able to survive in this tough job. i have to admit, sometimes, i do think so. nursing isn't easy like what i think before i joined. as most of my friends knew, i was regret joining when the 1st day of orientation! so can you imaging throughout the whole 3 yrs, i have been regretting!

thank god, i got my family, friends, and bi who always support me and give me so much of loves. Thank you so much!
and thanks a lot to my lecturers and clinical instructors, thanks for the good comment that made myself more confident and im glad that my result always good than i expected, this made me moves on too.

Things always can't be smooth like what we expected, i did face so much of  "choke point" which made me down to the deepness... studies, assignments, internship, sucks management, hostel,etc...

again, i would like to thanks to my parents, family who gave me not only financial support but also full spirit support along the 3 years time.
thanks to boyfie, who take care of me and gave me 100% of support too, thanks him for not giving me up, i used to vented my anger on him, but still he is very patient to me.
thanks for those who had make me happy,make me laugh, because of you, i have a great college life.
and thanks for those who had make me sad, make me cry too,because of you, i learns a lot and i realize how reality of a person can be.
thanks to the suck management too, because of you, i knew how can a management be suck in this way. :P

lastly, i should say, i have a wonderful and meaningful moments throughout my whole 3 years college life. i really learnt so much, not only from the nursing discipline but everything. =)

：：：Best of luck for a wonderful future. : ) ：：：

p/s : convocation photos coming up soon, stay tuned for more photos : >

BEST LUCK IN SEPTEMBER ♥♥♥

Hi friends, Hi September! =D the very first post on sept 1, 01:20 ♥  was suppose to bedding now, seriously battery low tired to the max, but realize my face is like super dull recently, fml, even make up can't able to covered the dullness /,\ bi was asking me did i went for facial recently? how sad to said yes,i been! ='(
whatever, i'm now scheduling to masking everyday no matter how >,< so now bear with my superx sleepiness and blogging here while i'm masking. perhaps to see the changes for my face soon!

okay, september is such a great month for me =D do you know y? ppl who know me should be understand the reason!

note on the 13 of September!!! wow is my big day =D haha!! 

have a nice day then. xoxo ♥

 

went to S'pore again ytd in the early national day's morning and met the HR depart. stuff for the employment offer letter signing.

filled up so many forms like non-stop writing~ kind of feeling like back to school time, read thru the whole terms and cond letter and after that i signed.

Im now a member under Alexandra Health pte ltd., i had work hard for this and i well knew that my future won't be that easy too! got to well prepared myself to fix in this environment sooner. 

Xy recommended this Yeo's collagen drinks which i only found it in S'pore, so far never saw this before in M'sia.
i got myself apple flavor with collagen, had chosen this because the bottle is pink in colour. lolll
anyway, it tasted like pop drinks but is gasless.

besides, attended grandpa 70th birthday celebration last evening, this is one of our tradition whereby grandpa use to kiss grandma after cake cutting for every celebration e.g. their b'day and parent's day as well.

such a lovely old couple^^ teehee....how i which my future husband and I would be this endless happiness and lovely too.......♥♥♥

met my lil lovieee cousin xuan xuan everyday recently, she's so cute yet funny! we all can't bear with her glib each time when she spoke and when she showed us something funny.

♥ xuanxuan w/ her pretty mum, aunty Maybo.♥

 

hmmm....back to the 1st paragraph that i mentioned bout my face, see the diff tone of my face?! my dark circle is super dark and my cheek is so fair, this actually was commented by boyfie while we're on the way back from sg, mayb was the lighting of the place which made my face looks dull in order to let him made such comment.lollll self-deception.

naaa~ this is the mask im using now! Bird's nest mask by my beauty diary ♥

this was the reason why i chosen this mask for now.

look~ the function of this mask ：whitening, nourishing,more even-toned, completely suit with my face condition now wtf.

took few photos w/ mummy before heading to the family gathering few days ago.

one of the photo, ppl always repute her as my sister actually =[ i wish is because my mum looks younger, ain't that i look older,right? : /

 

w/ younger sister elaine

i dun think we both look alike.

my battery is getting low after few days non-stop party.

  i really love my family, you guys are too great i should said, had like so much fun and endless enthusiastic. 

 Enjoyed the precious moments w/ you all, felt warm♥♥♥

 okay, is time to bed now => go to charge my battery to 100% + additional 100% 

~,^ gunitez everyone

have a nice september's day  v(^_^)v

and stay tuned for more.

xoxo ♥

030711♥my story lately.

it's about few story of mine i would like to share.

♥

i been recently worried about where should i go then after graduated. working? i guess, definitely. but where???

ya, it's my future, sounds like i can't take it lightly. gonna think properly x cannily x 100%ly before making any decision which would affect my life. i don't want to make another mistake again, a mistake that influenced my whole entire life. i hate myself like so not assertive, can't even dare to resolved a decision by my own :'[ like so useless! 

i been thinking of working at Singapore? M'sia? this thought get stacked in my brain like hell.

 ♥

one year before, my parent was keep propose me to get my degree cert in Australia after my diploma, which mean now! but i keep on refused even though im very much want to go. the reason is i don't want to separate with my family, dear and friends around here. i don't wana to go alone. i even afraid lonely. *im so useless, i know :[ * so i told my parent, gimme maximum 2 years. after i got my clinical experience, i will decide to go oversea for my further studies then. so dad and mum agree, even though they actually don't like me to working in hospital, in fact, that's my only choice,right? i can't be doing other fields with my diploma in nursing cert.

few days ago, mum called me in the early morning and told me

"dad offering you to study in New Zealand for yr degree"

" huh? NZ? when?" i was shock!

"soon after u graduate loh" mum said.

"don't want! it is so far from M'sia"

"zzzz...it's takes only few hour flight, somemore it's take only one year plus to complete your degree there. we don't want you to work at hosp., we want you to take your degree and then you'll have a better paid and no need to work those hardship job like now."

"i need experience at least 1 year before i can doing degree,that's their requirements too."

"so, you can work at NZ, take your degree as part time....= ) anyway, think about it" mum told.

after ring off the phone, my brain my mood was like topsy-turvy. idk where is my next step?
thank's to my parent so muchie ( : they actually want to send me oversea for my further study in stead of working. they told me this everytime when we are discussing about my career, i know it's for my own good ( : and i appreciate so much ^_____^ hugs** my parent ♥ they dote on me soooo much!

well, back to the point, as you are following my blog, u should know that im actually not interested in what im doing now, so..? what do you think then..? im confused. : /

  ♥

okay, my second story......
love story? or story after loved?
seems bi is on his internship, and im in clinical posting, we both are quite busy on working and getting so tired every day after work. add on, we got different working timing, we can't even have the time to hang out during weekday and we seldom chat on phone. becoz the more we chat, the more we quarrel. : [ 
we both are stubborn and started to feels impatient towards other sides. what happened btw us?
sometimes, i feel like despair, sometimes i feel like weary , sometimes i feel like wanna give up. so sad to say.
previously, we quarrel was like once a week or twice a week, but now, we are like everyday!! zomg! @___@ i don't want to used to it!! we faster get rid of this "bad habit",kay?? 

these was the photo we took last week when headed down to IOI mall, puchong.

♥

my iphone baby was admit into her hosp. T___T 

 

im soooo careless : ( always can't take good care of my belongings esp. my phone. and iphone is kind of fragile to said. ='( 

i miss her soooo much. zzz

i need her to kill my boring time while imma waiting for the bus, in da bus, before get to bed.

my ipod can't really play much games since most of the game i play is only available for iphone 4 system. wtf.

anyway, bobi bobi ma ibaby lah~~ i miss you ya :]

lastly, is my shopaholic story lah!

bought this 2 cosmetic ytd at SASA.

DollyWink liquid eyeliner,cost me RM55.90.

Cyber color aqua-base pudding foundation with SPF20 PA++, get a better effect of foundation, concealer,BB cream. RM89.90 with 20% discount. =) 

decorate lil bit with ma lovie ribbon's earring before capture it *^___^*

 okay, gtg now ( : see on next post. 

with love ♥

回忆 抽屉

几天前,偶然在宿舍衣柜里发现到一串钥匙, 一直沉睡着的家钥匙...
里面其中有把小钥匙,很久很久都没开过了.....它沉睡了好久好久...我却一直忽略了它~

就在这几天,我回来了....找了时间,打开了那个也沉睡了好久好久的抽屉, 里头满满的回忆都拥了出来....
我才发现原来我一直都没有遗忘它们,只是一直收在内心,静静的躺着~ 成了一成厚厚的底子...是美好的,愉快的,感动的...

抽屉里装了几个盒子,每个盒子的回忆都不同,都精彩!
打开第一个盒子, 我看见了他送的99颗爱心~ 和 很多很多的纸条...
顿时想起了那时的画面.....    只能说,当年的我们 都还天真~

打开 了第二个盒子, 里面装着满满的星星, 我忘了有几颗.....但,每颗星星里都写满了字~

第三个盒子, 用了我最长的时间读完....里面放着满满的信件...
这是我在中学 高一的那年, 朋友知道我要去动手术后, 大家都写封信给我,祝福我.... 
因为怕我闷, 刘 还写了好几封,要我带去医院,每天开一封出来看呢~  感动死了!
像我那么泪腺发达,容易掉泪的人,每每看到一次这些信件,就感动流泪~ lolll :' )

中学时的绰号 还真是 夸张 多~ 多得 那些外号是怎么来的 都记不清了....
就像 这两封啦 是我的好姐妹 写的 ^___^ 绰号还真是不客气 的写了 很多嘛~ 

这是一千只纸鹤
是他在知道我要去动手术后,用了三天的时间 自己折出来的~ 又是另一份的感动! 我好幸福 \^,^/
但我忘了,纸鹤, 是能祝福人 早日康复呢? 还是许愿用的啊?
还记得, 某人知道了以后, 还闹说... "早知道他要折一千只纸鹤,我就要折一千零一只给你!!"      哈哈

 

这个娃娃 是另个他 送的
谢谢他 在我住院时 陪着我
因为我怕打针 所以他说 "你就想象那些针不是打在你身上,是打在这只娃娃的身上,你就不觉得那么痛了.."  哈哈 ~ 有点傻,但谢谢你^__^ 他还说 "这只娃娃就是我, 陪着你" 
对,它陪了我好久, 直到了现在的他 出现, 这只娃娃在我床上的地位, 才渐渐的被另只 大熊熊霸占了......

这只铅笔 是朋友送的
很有意思 因为它和我即将要胜任的 职业 很想象, 所以我 很喜欢 ♥

朋友,还记得这张相片,这个相框吗~
背后 有好多好多的故事, 一起奋斗,一起努力, 把 活动搞好, 心酸快乐 只有我们亲身体验 才了解 : >
也因为了它 我认识了他....

还有这张 拍得很美 我们都笑得很灿烂 : D

这是我的姐妹们 送的~ 很可爱 哟!

bi 送我的...但我忘了是几时了~ 

i love teddy bear ♥

 

 还有 这个, 是两年前 bi 送给我的生日礼物~ 当时有点惊讶! 意想不到的惊喜!

谢谢bi, 因为知道我喜欢的precious moment 和喜欢音乐盒

 而送的! 又是 感动得要命的一次!!

很美吧... : )

今天分享了一些藏放,摆放在我房间的宝贝们

最后是一张 很有感觉的相片

你们,还记得吗~ "被风吹过的夏天"

超级的有感, 学校的操场, 这棵大树下....有许多我们一起的回忆

 谢谢你们,

 让我的中学生涯不孤单,不寂寞

 让我知道什么才是真正的义气

 让我尝到了朋友之间真正的友谊

 让我体会到了来自你们无数的感动

 让我的生活 多姿多彩 ♥

还有好多 说不完的话 说不出的感动

一路走来 你们的陪伴 是我生活的氧气

你们现在过得好吗? 我还想念你们....我们几时才能见面呢? 

下次 见咯 *^o^/ bye. 

the secret of bigger eyes

i wanna try on using contact lens for a long time.
but i find it hard on putting the fake lens into my eyes. im scare of hurting my eyes.lol : [
that's the reason why im not using it until now i got a try.
i was suddenly have that impulse on using this and  it was my 1st time.but u know, ppl always asking me "are you wearing contact lens? or says that i am wearing contact lens no doubt!" lol.  idk why?!

naa....this's my photo with my pretty-sweet-natural-eyes. lol. i means without contact lens lah!

mayb is my brown-eyes which made me looks like wearing contact lens. i guess!
but i swear i never wear it before, all of my looks and photo are 100% natural without contact lens.

now,finally i have the courage to try on putting up contact lens on my eyes and i successfully put on it! yeah! super duple happy  v^_^v

this is the lens i bought it just now in my aunty shop.

3-months disposible Tutti Colored contact lens,cost me RM100 per pair.

 

the color i had choose.

Brown, it looks more natural for me.

  

okay, i chosen this in stead of those online-shopping contact lens because i afraid those contact lens might irritate my eyes since some of them are not made under sandwich method. they might discoloration.

*i means some of the brand.

im just dun want to take the risk since im 1st time using although it cost a bit expensive compare with those online-shopping con.lens.

this is what i mentioned- Sandwich method.

they actually covered both side of the colored-layer to prevent it from discoloration. 

it is more save for our eyes, as you know, chemical is always lil harmful for human body esp. eyes.

that's one of the reason why i chosen this.

 and they are having promotion on this, so i get this multipurpose cleansing solution for free.

eye drops to moisture the eyes, u can use it even when without con. lens.

it really provide you a very comfort eyes.

cost me RM7.50. 5 ampule-liked pack inside this.

see this............ my aunty is trying to put for me for the first time.

tadaa.... the outcome.  really looks diff. in both eyes,right?

 

jiangjiang~ my looks after putting on contact lens.

prettier than previous one? lollll

i had fell in love once i had try on this. god man!

before leaving, do you realize the new song i put on my bloggie?? 

sometimes when we touch,by olivia ong ( :

i hope u enjoy it like i do.

see you on next post.muackz~♥